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My life is like a broken pencil now,pointless. All I have to do is to finish my study and that's it, we'll see what's next after study, hopefully it'll be more exciting in future :) Can't believe how stupid I was for hurting one of the greatest person I have ever met, guess that's me, always ALWAYS hurt peoples' hearts...no turning back anyway, like what Malays always say "terlajak perahu boleh diundur,terlajak kata....", okay....i cant remember the phrase now, but it means something like if you said something,no matter how good or bad it is, you can never take it back, which i think is true after what happened :( sometimes I feel like I am a turnip (just like Baldrick of the Blackadder series), never use my brain to think b4 I speak,haha...guess that's a lesson that I should learn now that I am 22.... haven't got a spare brain cell to think of what to do today, maybe someone can suggest me, any activities at all....ugh.... BORED OUT OF MY SKULL!